I Want You

I want you the right way

I want you

But I want you to want me too

Want you to want me, baby

Just like I want you

I give you all the love

I want in return

But half a love is all I feel

It's too bad, it's too sad

You don't want me now

But I'm gonna change your mind

Someway, somehow

This one way love is just fantasy

To share is precious, pure and fair

Don't play with something you should cherish for life

Don't you wanna care

Aint it lonely out there

Yup!

Drop that bitch and get with me. Thats how I feel right now, sorry lol. Therapy in the a.m.

Pets

So I'm finally on my laptop! Blogger on my phone is ridiculous, in a bad way I must say. Anyway's! So I'm really excited about getting my two babies. I guess it's the feeling that you get from them. You can be yourself, when your lonely they're always there, they don't care how "cool" you may be, etc. I cant wait! I built the cage, and turns out I got the wrong cage from Target. Luckily it was only $18, but building this cage is a lot of work. People keep asking me how come I don't go to the pet store and buy a cage, and that's because THEYRE NOT SUITABLE! The biggest cage still isn't big enough for them, therefore I'm building my own. Anything for the new babies!

The Cage I was TRYING to build by myself. But the grids I got had 8 little cubes which they just posted could be fatal for the little piggies. So I'm just gonna buy a C&C cage from some1 that makes them

So these are the piggies I'm going after:)

I would love this piggie! She's a beautiful texel guinea pig!

Im Tireddd

So I thought this was interesting and I know a lot of girls wont admit to this, but shit I will. I believe almost every female wants to get with a dude that will bring bank. Its not a golddigger move unless you purely want him for their cash. Anyways Ive come across an opportunity, a very nice one , but hes missing something. Everyone keeps telling me "dude is bout to go to med school, get with that" but I cant. Ive even told myself that, but the nice side of me wont allow it. Im the type of person that loves communication, meaning I can talk to you about anything. I dont get that feeling with him. First few conversations were cool, then they turned to just blahness all around. The feeling of wanting to talk to him is gone, and I just cant date him because of what he will be. Medschool dudes are whores anyways lol. But Im not ready for any type of commitment. Dudes 26, Im 20. He wants a chick that will cook for him, I want a dude that will cook for me or 50/50. Hes affectionate, Im chill. Hes looking for wifey, Im not looking for that. I just cant do it.

On another note...My bitch ass ex hits me up randomly on aim talking about hes bout to be a dad...The fuck I care about him having a baby and being out of work. Dont be an ass in the past and present and expect me to care. Im not that nice!

Got a break for like 2 weeks before I start the lameness of jury duty and summer school. Im addicted to school lol. So far I got a B in math, A in classics, and an A in journalism. Im on a roll. Its funny because people always think Im not as smart because of the way I talk and act lol. Thats not good at all, but shit who cares lol.

Im getting my guinea pigs cage tomorrow! Well were gonna build it ourselves, then Ill get my babies:). And be hating on them, you know who you are lol. Their not supposed to stink either lol.

Im tired as helllll and not making sense so Im out mutha suckas. Why cant I comment on blogs anymore:(. Hate this phone! I cant even read blogs:(. Have a lot of catching up to do:).

Adopting!

Im becoming a mommy! Im adopting a guinea pig:). Ive been doing my research for two days now and currently searching for a vet that specializes in guinea pig care. So happy as you can see lol.

Finals

So I have 2 finals this week since I took some last week, but I havent studied! Its like I cant get in the mood which is horrible. Mostly because of the fact I have A's in both the classes Im taking finals in this week. 97% in journalism and a 92% in classics. Yes Im smart ppl lol. Ppl always assume Im stupid since I act goofy, but Im book smart too. I can throw some big words out there and sound a certain way, but thats not me. Anyways I need to hit the library or borders quick!

Someone told me something about myself that I didnt know...Dont you hate that...That I only like light skinned dudes...This is so not true. I HATE when ppl assume that. If you know me, you know Ive dated alllll colors of the rainbow and to be honest I like darker toned dudes way better. I think it looks sexy when your in that moment touching on each other and laying there together skin tones united. So dont tell me who the fuck I like and what Im into. Based on rumors I hear about myself Im into some real freaky type shit lol. I dont care anymore, keep talking. Makes me more interesting, keep me up to date;-).

Take a nap? I think so. Slept with my mom cause I was so afraid of the earthquake lol. Blackness wakes up at 4 and I was up with her. So nap time for me. Pardon the randomness, etc, etc, etc. Im tired yo lol

Finally SHIT

I would like to thank myself, my great parents, adviser, teacher, prayer, and my tutorer. Without out them I wouldnt have passed this math. No one understands the amount of tears, discouragement, anger, and sadness I felt these last two years dealing with a shitty department and shitty ppl in general at my school. I still til this day can not comprehend why people could care less about students in the field of education. From being told you cant attend school (in a rude manner), when in fact you can, not being told helpful information, assuming Im on financial aid (Im not), and ppl not doing a damn thing. These last two years of college have been awful and Im ready to start all over. Im very proud of myself for not giving up when I wanted to. Im very blessed to have had a very few select ppl on my side against a whole department and what sometimes what seemed two. This situation has put everything in perspective for me and it has also forced me to prioritize things better now. I feel good that not many have had to go through my situation (first at my school to have it happen and fight against it) and I hope that if other students hit a hard rock in the system that they fight it.

So now Im all about business, and little play. I seriously have no time for the whole bf/gf thing, no time for ppl not on my team, and no time for games. Welcome to a new world Angelica. You grow, learn, share, & fix.

Its You

"Sweet love can decay from you. . ."

WTF

Ive been asked the most outrageous questions this week...Total turnoff questions

Finals coming up...ugh...

Dont you hate when you may have feelings for a guy, but you think hes too soft for you. Its not that I love bad boys, but it seems like thats what Im used to. I always hate when guys think Im talking about them lol. Just like they tell you in psychology, please dont read certain sections and think it explains you. HaHa

My friend graduated from law school and had her party today. Im so proud of her. My turns next