Life

So I finally went to the doctor and they suggest I get an evaluation for pills and therapy. Life isnt that easy when your Angie! Im tired of making life seem like its all gravy and Im ready to talk to some one about it. Just during the initial intake with the psychologist it was kinda hard. But Ive realized this is what I need to do.

So it was very hard to go to math class the other day. I had just finished talking to my teacher about his mom and she passed away the next day. I feel horrible for him, because who can imagine going through the pain of one of your parents passing away. So while hes talking about her a girl speaks up about her moms passing last year and breaks down. I could just feel her heart breaking and had to just give her a hug. My papa was my dad, because my biological father wasnt around. All my childhood memories are with him, but the last memory I have of him is them taking him away with his body under the sheet. There is no greater love than a parent and for that love to be taken away is terrible. So were both crying together in class and I could just feel she was going through it. Theres nothing like a stranger telling you that if you need to talk hit them up. Im not saying praise me for that, Im trying to say why dont most people do this. Instead of knocking our black brothers and sisters down why dont we try to impower and help the people within our community that really need, deserve, and want the help. Why cant more of us be there for each other. I dont understand the problem.

Sometimes I feel like I just need to take a break from the world. Just like a few months to re-evaluate myself, my values, etc. Most people take everything I say personal, its not like that at all lol. Im just going through a lot, and most times I need to think about me first.

So Im off to sleep after the Tyra Show and I cant wait til Saturday (Go Winky)!