...You...

I can't let me love you and you can't let you love me. Your afraid that my heart is still cold from you, or me, or we, or what we had to a point that you dont acknowledge it, or we, or what we had. My heart won't allow me to love anyone else because it still loves you, or is it me? Me in the sense that I still love you, but it's my heart that says fuck it, we are over, been over, will never be. AGAIN. Lets do this over again. You are in a relationship, but you still belong to me. Your heart belongs to me not her, we. Again we may have tried, if you call that a try, because I poured my being in your hands to get back what we had. Have, because I know you still think of the past. Maybe you are the problem. The past is the problem. You remembering the bad is the problem. You wont let yourself love me, but your heart does. We are capable of feelings, not coldness in which we've placed on each other. I try to forget you, but my heart still loves you. Your heart still loves me, so why dont you let it be?

i thought deleting him from my shit would make me get over him...Sometimes I do, but theres days like this