Lemme be real with myself. I am mean there dammit! But swear that if I chilled with the right type of dude I wouldnt be. I seem to get with the bad boys and have no idea why, but Im so through with it.
Theres nothing in my life that I wish didnt happen, except with you & this is all you will get mentioned. Everything has made me who am I today. Fucked up person and all that. At least I can sit here and admit my faults and admit to needing help. Theres nothing worse than going through shit and keeping it in for years. Believe for most it will affect you, your choices, and the people around you even if you dont realize it.
Dont you hate when you sneeze and theres no type of tissue around! I mean like really sneeze, like that morning sneeze when its cold and it comes outta nowhere...that just happened to me hehe. I had no where to put that mess but my shirt lmao. So nasty, but fu trick! Where would you put it! Bout to change shirts! I think Im getting a cold...My mom likes to keep the room so damn cold, like shes a damn polar bear. & I hate wearing a lot of clothing when Im sleep, so she will be getting blamed for this if it continues. I dont care if its my fault, I just wanna bother her lol. And yes I know I have my own place, Im just waiting for my shower to be fixed.
Anywho...I now know I will dye my hair orange/red, get another piercing/piercings, and now I finally know what tat I want and where. I had to make sure with the tat, because everyone is getting them for the cool factor. I want something that when Im going through something I could look at it and chill my ass. I want a tat that will describe how I want to live, so I decided on a peace sign and heart (symbol below) combination to go on my wrist. Not sure when I will get this done. Most likely in the summer or around my birthday for the tat.
Tired as hell, going back to sleep!
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